u kno....  u need to write in ur xangas more often... lol  wut ever    i wanna have sex rite now...  not sure y but i am in the mood today.. wutever..  so wuts up sexy?   ur not on and neither is any one else. i am so bored.  all gary is doin is sitten in my room and playinn guitar  and its really boring me. wutever fuck it. i wish u were on cuz we havent talked in days and i miss u. i really do. i wish u were online.  i never realized how much i love talkin to u. i mean, i loved it but wen u arent for a while u realize it in full.  do u get wut im sayin? lol. i wanna go skate or talk to u or kiss u or even hold u in my arms. ur everything and nothing to me (ur totally awesome and i love u but i cant have u or act like i want to).  that really sux. i want u sooooo much. i am still waiting for us to kiss. it would be heavon.  i kno it will happen sumday. and even if it doesnt i will keep wanting it untill i die or loose the ability to think. but i really hope u understand how much i like uand dont underestimate my feelings for u. i want u more than anything else in this giant rock we call a world. o well i can hold my feelings to only feelings for now and not actions. actions could get us in trouble. and we dont need that.   definately not a good idea. o well  i gunna go now that i wrote u a book.   missin u. 
love u