hello darling. u didnt look horrible when u came down this morning. i did rmember? im the one who was wearing a god awful uniform n whos face was greasy from bein aroun all that crappy food? lol. n u didnt come back!! god i freakin hate u!!...... J/K  i could never ever hate u. its ok u didnt come abck i kno u wouldve if u could but w/e i hung around with two other ppl from work cuz they were off n waiting for their parents too. so its all good ha ha . it was soooooo good seeing u today n gues wut? tomorrow is tuesday so i can see u tomorrow to. we have gym which is kool but im dreading it i hate gym... soon we have to do the mile... hah! rrriiigghhhtt... thats just funy. but i still get to see u n thats all that matters. god thiswhole situation is getting even stickier. i love seeing u, talking to u, n being around u cuz ur so awsome but my guilt is starting to really get bad. n im nto telling her. i cant do that but at the same time i cant get enough of u. ur like my drug lol. u make me feel all happy n forget bout all those stupid little things that stress me out. and its so great. n e 1 that can do that is obviously worth my time and i wouldnt let u go for anything.

omg i seriously think im gonna throw up.. i have writers block at the moment sorry its jsut i feel so horrible... ok im just gonna tlka to u on aim now. i love you. tty in a second